Saturday, June 07, 2008

May Lost..

I thought that I suffered from the Melancholia, felt myself is very stuffy, eats not many, does not have the appetite, keep thinking the thing, really don't know what i thinking, lively open and bright MAY disappears, sometimes also with own speech, stupid la me. Nobody talk to me, after finish work, straight go back, at home nothing to do, sit at there looking my phone, start thinking something, really don't know what i am doing.

Today i check internet, about what Melancholia?

The Melancholia is one kind involves physiological, psychological, the mood and thought disease. Not only affects the normal life, also will affect between the person and person's sentiment and to the matter the view. The melancholia is different in the temporary mood is depressed, like will not have the effective treatment, the symptom to continue several weeks, several months, and even long time of the several year, its symptom will include:

(1) Felt that is sad and is void.

(2) Raises not vigorously or the interest to each kind of activity.

(3) The feeling does not have the value or has the feeling of guilty.

(4) Does not have the appetite, lose weight.

(5) Losing sleep or is addicted to rests.

(6) Easy weary.

(7) Is unable to focus the attention.

(8) Has the death or the suicide thought.

* I have these eight symptoms *

Origin:

Causes the melancholia the reason to be many, like loses the love or suffers the defeat and so on. The melancholia patient responsible mood, the ponder, the sleep, the appetite and the behavior adjustment's central nervous system return route is unable to operate normally, but the essential nerve transmission element (communication nerve cell's chemical element) also loses balanced.

Easy to feel that the melancholy reason possibly is the gene causes, with the psychological factor and the external environment (for example, loses love either life condition significant change) the mutual influence, diseases and so on heart disease, stroke or cancer also possibly initiates the melancholia the symptom.

Yesterday to the present, had 36 hours, I have not sleep, has not felt tired. My waist started to be painful.


Thursday, June 05, 2008

Here In My Home

Here In My Home - Malaysian Artistes For Unity

Hold on brother hold on
The road is long, we're on stony ground
But I'm strong, and you ain't heavy
Oh there's a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don't bind, oh no
What do they know? They speak falsely

Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(Fall in~ Fall in~)
Fall in with me
(hmm ... fall in~)
Fall in fall in fall in with me

Push back sister won't you push back?
Love won't wait, just keep pushing on
Yes I'm strong, you ain't heavy
Oh don't you worry about that ...
What we have shadows can't deny
Don't you know it's now or never?

Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one?

(dududududududu....)

(Bahasa Malaysia)
Bertubi asakan berkurun lamanya
Hati ke depan mencari yang sayang
[Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion]

(Bahasa Mandarin)
手牵手大家一起走,我们代表国人开口未来就没有丢走
shou qian shou da jia yi qi zou, wo men dai biao guo ren kai kou wei lai jiu mei you diu zou
[Hand in hand we'll march like blood brothers
I speak for my people, hope we'll find peace forever]

(Bahasa Tamil)
இந்த பயணம் பயணம்.. என் வெற்றி தாகம்,
அந்த கனா காலம்.. நம் வெற்றி ராகம்,
நண்பா.. நண்பா..
inthe payanam payanamm yen vettri thaagam
anthee kaana kaalam naam vetri raagam...nanba nanba
[May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed]

(Bahasa English)
Yes I feel it in my bones, so I will let it be known
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home

Sing!

Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(yeah~ Yeah~)

Here in my home
(Here in my home)
I'll tell you what it's all about
(I'll tell you ...)
There's just one hope here in my heart
(one hope! one hope yo!)
One love undivided
(aa~ one~)
That's what it's all about
(That's what it's all about~)
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?

Here in my home
(Here in my home~)
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
(one love one love one love ^^)
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(clap clap clap woo~ i love you man)



Tagged

LOL kena tag,good also la,1 month no blog jor..

Thanks to Alvin ko give me a chance to update my blog.. =.=

First Name - HO

Nickname - May

Birthday - 19th June. Coming soon~

Birthplace - Seremban~

Time of Birth - hmm..not sure

Single or taken - Single

Zodiac sign - Gemini

--This or That--

Flower or Chocolate - Chocolate

Pepsi or Coke - hmm..ok lo

Rap or Rock - R&B can?

Relationship or One Night Stand - Relationship

School or Work - Work

Love or Money - Both..No money can love?Got love no money can?

Movies or Music - Music

Country or City - hmm..whatever

Sunny days or Rainy days - Rainy day,because no need wash car...haha..LOL

Friends or Family - both

Have you ever

Lied - Yes

Smoked - Yes

Broke someone's heart - Yes

Had your heart broken - Yes

Wish you were a prince/princess - Yes

Liked someone who was taken -NONONO!!!

Shaved your head - NO

Been in love - Hope so

Used chopsticks - sure la,chinese wat..LOL

Sang in the mirror to yourself - Maybe..hehe

Favorites

Flower - Rose ( Colour: Blue )

Candy - Ricola Mint

Song - Is uncertain

Scent - Ralph Lauren

Color - Black

Musical Instrument - No

Movie - hmm..don't know leh,long time no watch movie jor..

Actor/Actress - don't know leh..hehe

Word - ???

Junk food - Super Ring,Twisties

Website - ???

Location - Taiwan

Animal - Dog

Ever cried over someone - Yes

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - I wanna grow taller..LOL

Do you think you're attractive - don't know

If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - Its ok nevermind

Do you play any sports - Badminton,Basketball

List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (some) people-

1. boring,don't know what to do

2. play Monster Hunter,if have back seremban,play with my friend,do quest together.

3. sleep in office,when tired..hehe

4. enjoy yum cha with friends,because seldom yum cha with they all

5. when boring in office,play computer games 'spider'.

6. think too much

7. like to chat with friends

8. love to sing k



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