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我到底可以怎樣？

2010-05-31T23:12:00.003+08:00

我到底可以怎樣？可以怎樣？真的超討厭自己的，什麽都做不到，完全不負責任，逃避逃避逃避！真的很累！累得很想哭，哭了又怎樣？
在這世界上，全部“人”真的都一樣嗎？都那麽現實嗎？我知道一定會有人說：“不是”，也會有人說：“是”，“不是”的朋友，你們的看法是什麽呢？那“是”的朋友你們又是什麽看法的？
其實我是一位不怎麽樣的人，別人需要我的幫忙，我一定盡我的能力幫，但你們真的要珍惜，應為我可能不想再付出了，累了，痛了，失望了，對不起。不知道爲什麽，我說的原因，完全不是原因，我說的理由，完全不是理由，真的沒人想聼進去，沒關係，以後也不需要說這麽多原因這麽多理由，自己清楚知道就好，因爲我真的累了，心也碎了。我們是無法控制一個人的思想和性格，頭腦和性格是自己的，不是別人的。不要想你可以改變他人的性格，這是不可能的，性格是靠自己去改變的。
發覺自己不知道在做什麽，辦不到事，討人厭。被人冤枉，完全不會為自己爭一口氣，沒用。以後，盡量沒我的事，我一定不會去理，對不起。討厭自己不會説話，討厭自己不會表達，看到我自己就想哭~~~~~很難受。負面的話完全不能說，只有寫在自己的部落格，我的心真的很難受，不知道要怎樣幫自己，很無助。外表被人感覺很輕鬆，其實真真的痛苦我自己最清楚。
謝謝你們讓我遇到這麽多事情，感恩你們讓我體會不少。

突然~~~

2010-05-17T20:55:00.006+08:00

已半年没来我的部落格了，在这半年的生活改变了很多，改变的难以想象，知道/学到/了解很多东西。在这半年里面，我认识了一位朋友，因为她，我改变了我的人生，改写了我的故事，改变了我的一切一切，我们好像亲生姐妹一样，每个人都顶我们不顺，每当有她在的地方，我一定会在，每当有我在的地方，她也一定会在，每当我驾车，她一定都会坐在我隔壁，她驾车，我也一样会坐在她隔壁，有她/我在的地方，她/我不在，人人都会问。她就是我的大恩人。
在这要谢谢我的朋友郑猷斌，因为他我认识了柯洺皓，因为柯洺皓我认识珮㝘。很开心，因为SAM我认识了VISIBER（哗，很多因为hor...hahaa...），我们一起去上课，一起讨论，分享。在VISIBER认识了很多朋友，很多老师，他们人很好。在VISIBER里，我学到很多东西，学到的知识是我以前从未想到会去学的，很幸运。
VISIBER让我得到我最想要的东西，1 去台湾旅行，2 VISIBER的三意戒指，3 TOUCH SCREEN的手机等等，感恩！在今年11月去台湾旅行，跟SAM，我的下线和我下线的朋友去，很期待。VISIBER的三意戒指会在我生日6月19日前拿到，也很期待。
最近觉得很烦，真的不知自己在烦些什么，脑袋一直在转，一直在想东西，没停过，很情绪化，又不知要怎么说，突然觉得自己完全不会说话，不想说话，会一直想要流眼泪，到底发生什么事？真想知道。以前会说话的我，不知躲在哪里了。很想把很多东西说出来，但是总是说不出口，每当想说出口时，就会想到“人，总会有秘密，总会有一些不可告人的故事”不知为什么。
最近......不知为什么，没话跟SAM说，我驾车听歌，她玩她的SUDOKU，不像以前的我们了。感觉好像隔了一层玻璃，有点陌生。大家好像有好多话都不能告诉大家的感觉，怪怪的。我每次都选择驾车的是我，因为在车上除了驾车真的不知还能做什么了。为什么，为什么？

18/06/2009 WISH ~~

2009-06-18T04:44:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to .......................

One is

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CYRUS YAP

Two is

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERRIE YAP

Wish have a wonderful birthday...
wahh..2 also YAP...lolz

With Shxt Brother go Mountain Climbing

2009-06-18T02:45:00.012+08:00

Gunung Datuk Climbing

Date: 14/06/2009 ( Sunday )

Time: 6.30am ( meet at Seremban Jaya )

7 Person: King, Sze Wai, Xing Yong, Denny, Lek, Giap, May (only me 1 gal, pity me, dunno all the gal at where)

We meet at Seremban Jaya (a place at Negeri Sembilan) Denny's house, 6.40am we go Rembau (a place at Negeri Sembilan) Giap's house, because we wan to go the mountain is near his house. After tat, we go mamak eat breakfast. After breakfast, we get ready to our Mountain Climbing trip at Gunung Datuk......

That is Giap de Sport Car ( inside the car got 280++kg ), Driver only got 50++kg

Almost reach Gunung Datuk

We 8am reached "Kaki" Gunung Datuk, prepared something and do some warm up, then start our Mountain Climbing. When wan start to go up, got 2 or 3 car juz reached, they are our friends also, is our secondary senior scout, very lucky can meet at here...

Very blur,coz they keep moving...

UhhuuHHuuuhhUUhhh.....very very hard and tired, i still remember i 17 years old tat time, i went to Kelantan, but dunno which mountain ad..hehehee..i went there with my secondary scout friends, teaher etc. I forgot how many we live there, dunno 4 days 3 night or 3 days 2 night. After this Climbing, i got make a promise, i dun wan climbing again, because very tired and on the last day food poisoning, i sick 1 week after this climbing, pity me...but happy also, coz i got this climbing experience....

OK, come back this Gunung Datuk Climbing. Giap, King, Xing Yong and Lek 9.45am reached the summit, Sze Wai, Denny and me 10am reached...Lucky tat day got a good weather, no hot can feel abit cold...heheee

Mixed....

YEAAAHHHHHH

Wahhhh....becareful oohh ~~

Wahhh...very high ~~~

This 2 gals is my senior

We take photo, eating, chatting etc...11.30am we prepared to go down, because wan rainning already...

All very tired, still got 1 guy "making cake"...hahahaaa

11.30am we start to go down and we reached at 12.30pm - 1.00pm

Will upload more photo, photo at my friend Sze Wai there

i luv boogie crew

2009-06-10T14:05:00.004+08:00

This is what i luv boogie crew practice Locking dance in studio

Member -->

( Right ) i luv boogie { King }

( Center ) i luv boogie { May }

( Left ) i luv boogie { Silver }

WISH (edited)

2009-05-23T23:26:00.006+08:00

Today is 23th May, Happy Birthday to ......

One is

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALAN CHEOK

Two is

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KUEN

Three is ( cousin )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FENNY

Wish~~ Have a wonderful Birthday

Memories

2009-05-15T11:31:00.003+08:00

Long time no update my blog already, this month is my month, because this month is MAY..hahaa.. Now i'm in holiday, because no working already, looking new job now, everybody any job intro to me???

Today is 15th May suddenly make me remember many many things,
2005/05/15 i start live in the happy room, because i got a new room mate. We share our life and take care to each other. We start enjoy our happy & happiness life now.... breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper, yum cha, shopping, playing, travelling, argue, celebrate,drinking more and more..

2007/07/22 my room mate has leave this happy room, only me in the room, this 2 years we share many many things and take care to each other, i alone cant live in the room again, happy room no more laughter again, so it change to memories room, memories room cant rent out to other ppl, because this is our memory, if rent to other ppl, its not call memories room already, its call residential room.

My ex room mate do you still remember? Thanks for share & take care

My New Compaq Laptop & Lost my small bag

2009-04-17T00:51:00.005+08:00

12/4/2009 PC Fair last day,i went KLCC Pc Fair with my friend,because i want to buy laptop and my friend want to buy some accessories. Finally i get a Compaq Laptop RM 1,899.00. After that,we go wangsa maju to have our dinner,before we go wangsa maju,we test our headset inside the car,on that time,my small bag still beside me,because i take out my mp3 player inside my small bag to test my headset. 9.30pm we reached wangsa maju and having our dinner,my small bag is still beside me,after finish dinner we back seremban,i want to go toilet,so my friend stop at petrol station,after that i take out my laptop put it in my laptop bag,on that time i'm not sure my small bag still got inside my friend car a not.
We reached seremban 11pm,we go cafe have some drink and online,my friend help me to set up something,we move there 1am something like that,my friend fetch me go his house to take my car,when i on the way back home,i suddenly remember where i put my small bag (inside got 2 pcs my mum credit cards,my wallet,mp3 player),i faster stop beside the road and find my small bag and call my friend to find his car got my small bag a not,can't find it,my friend told me his car don't have also,then i go my friend house and find again,many many times i already find, really don't have,this time i sure let my mum scold,because i use her credit card to buy the laptop. I really don't know where i drop it. I fetch my friend go the cafe find and ask the waiter got saw my small bag a not,all said don't have,i think maybe is drop at the petrol station,i fetch my friend go KL the petrol station find,don't have also,i very very scare,don't know can how,sure let my mum scold.
Reached home already 3am and waiting tomorrow morning let my mum scold. 7.30am i already wake up and waiting my dad go work i only tell my mum,because i don't want let my dad know. My dad go work already,i tell my mum,my mum !#@$%&^*...... then i help my mum call to bank to block the credit card,i can't go work,because i no i.c and driving license.
I go having breakfast with my mum,after breakfast go make a new i.c and driving license,when reach the restaurant i received a call,he said he is a police and ask me i got lost any document last night,i answer he yes,i said i lost my wallet last night,he said my small bag now is at S2 Seremban Police Station,yesterday got a people saw my small bag and take it to police station and the police ask me got what inside my small bag,i said got a wallet,mp3 player,2 credit cards and inside is no cash,the police said ok later you come i give you some cash,walao...so funny this police. Then the police said 11am meet at S2 seremban Police Station,on that time i very happy,because i found my small bag,all my things is back.
I go police station with my mum and waiting the police come back,the police told me,yesterday take my small bag to police station that guy is a brother of 1 police,luckily that night he at there,he saw inside my small bag no cash,he don't dare to call me,because he scare later he call me i say got cash and i will blame he take my money,so he think better pass to police. That guy saw my small bag on the road,maybe i open door,the small bag drop on the road,i don't know,12am something that guy saw my small bag,i 1am something only move. Finally all is save,really want to thanks to the guy.

A Mei Star Tour Live In Malaysia 20/03/2009

2009-03-26T16:43:00.006+08:00

A Mei Star Tour Live In Malaysia at Bukit Jalil on 20/03/2009 (8.45pm), all ticket is already sold out, but i'm very poor, no money to buy ticket...lolz

20/3/2009 (Friday) morning, i received a call from my friend Calven, his friends got free ticket, he can give me 2, 1 is for my friend Jwen and 1 is for me, but on that day,Jwen no free, i ask my another friends Sharon go together, because she love A Mei so much, so this is a good chance..Really want to thanks to Calven friend Gary to give us the ticket, Gary is working in Galaxy, so he got some free ticket.. THANKS YOU GARY!!!

Sharon and i reached there 6 something evening like that, my friend go buy McD, we eating McD and waiting to go in, all people holding the umbrella, because rainning..

9pm concert start, all people getting high already, inside the stadium many many people, fully seat..lolz

Luckily i can go this concert and luckily i got free ticket, because on that time, u got money also cant get the ticket, really very geng..i'm very happy and enjoy in the concert, from start untill end, all people sing together with A Mei, youtube got clip also, if you got listen myfm or read the newspaper, you can see this news..MISS IT

~The End~

Mei Lin, Me, Sharon

NEXT --> Lee Hom Music Man In Malaysia ( Hope got free ticket also *evil* )

222 | 童军日 Scout day |

2009-02-22T18:09:00.002+08:00

Today is 22/2/2009, so today is scout day, if you are a scout, you sould know today is a big day of scout, i wish all the scout, happy scout day..

Once a Scout, Always a Scout
一日童军，一世童军

The COOL hairstyle

2009-01-23T13:40:00.009+08:00

My Brother latest hairstyle, this is the cool hairstyle...LOL

This is his boss helps him to tie up, heard he said need 10 hours like that to tie up it, they divide two days to tie up it, the price is RM1500++ something like that, this is his boss helps him to tie up, so it's FREE..

After Chinese New Year, he want dismantle it already, because the hair was already long.

Love is not blind 乐语思情

2009-01-19T18:25:00.021+08:00

hmm...nothing to post..
So,i would like to introduce my brother to you all..

Name: Winson Ho

Age: 20 years old

Occupation: Hairstylist

Winson Ho

Next is he working photo, that drama name is (Love is not blind 乐语思情).

8tv (Love is not blind 乐语思情)

Love is not blind 乐语思情

Setting hair with Malaysia artist 1.

Setting hair with Malaysia artist 2.

Working at Cameron Highland 1.

Working at Cameron Highland 2.

Working at Cameron Highland 3.

Working at Cameron Highland 4.

at hospital

with 2 artist.

with artist

Nice

Any Love is not blind information please visit www.8tv.com.my

Every Sunday 7.00pm, Don't Miss it...

If you miss already, you can see the drama at www.8tv.com.my

*** My brother inside the drama also, be ' K lay fair '....LOL

Happy Birthday

2009-01-18T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Alvin Chunn,
Happy Birthday to you....

Wish you have a wonderful birthday...
Don't think too much,be happy...

Bad 2009...haihzzz

2009-01-05T02:05:00.012+08:00

31/12/2008 All people preparing go countdown tonight. In the afternoon, when I when taking an afternoon nap, receives bad news suddenly, my aunt has died,so i can't go countdown already, must back hometown (Rembau, Negeri Sembilan), she was down' s syndrome child, 50 years old (Although she by 50 years old, but her thought has looked like 12 to 15 year-old person), because the childhood got a high fever, caused her mute. Doctor said that her heart has the hole, the internal organs has been rotten, we did not know completely her heart has the hole, because of her mute, is unable to transmit his information to let us correctly know. My uncle call my mother, is called my mother to go to the hospital to see my aunt, because my aunt passes along Seremban Hospital from Tampin Hospital, my mother in Seremban, when my mother arrives at the hospital, looks for my aunt, could not find, my mother asked nurse, nurse tells my mother, my aunt had already died, my mother collapsed on the scene. She died is very sudden, we did not have the means to accept.

We will think of you, will rest!

want to show you all some thing...

This is I captured

This is my uncle captured

*** The enlargement, you will see some things

5/1/2009 My finger is swollen, is nipped by an epilepsy's person(发羊吊). At that time I really did not know that can be how, sees him to be mouth-watering, I hurry to look for the thing to nip to him, that thing cannot force in his between lips, I have shouted: Hits opens the mouth, to hit opens the mouth!! Then saw his mouth to bleed, I was more anxious, because I feared that he cut by biting his tongue, I did not stop shouted that he opened the mouth,Then he stretches out his tongue, is nipping his tongue, I hurried with both hands to open his mouth, from now on my finger will be being been nipping by him, he nipped I did not think the pain, after he woke, I only then detected that my finger was very painful, is nipped by him to a hole, my finger could not bend completely, because is nipped by him my finger's muscle, was swollen.

Happy New Year to everybody!!!
C'mon Shui pergi jauh-jauh, Ong mari cepat-cepat.....lol

记得我爱你-曾国辉

2008-12-27T12:42:00.004+08:00

记得我爱你
Ji De Wo Ai Ni

曲：曾国辉
词：彭学斌
编曲：陈颖见

跟你一起我想应该值得庆幸
Gen ni, yi qi, wo xiang ying gai zhi de qing xing
保护是天生的力气
Bao hu shi tian sheng de li qi
忘记提醒还有那些你教我的
Wang ji, ti xing, hao you na xie ni jiao wo de
昨天你给了我今天我照顾你
Zuo tian ni gei le wo, jin tian wo zhao gu ni

** 记得你不善言辞的给我许多鼓励
Ji de ni bu shan yan ci de gei wo xu duo gu li
记得我总是发了不该发的牛脾气
Ji de wo zong shi fa le bu gai fa de niu pi qi
我可以放弃一切也能不放弃
Wo ke yi fang qi yi qie ye neng bu fang qi
你都是最后原因
Ni dou shi zui hou yuan yin
记得我看着你的背影偷偷说感激
Ji de wo kan zhe ni de bei ying tou tou shuo gan ji
记得你总是为了小小事情而担心
Ji de ni zong shi wei le xiao xiao shi qing er dan xin
若有天你开始模糊了记忆
Ruo you tian ni kai shi mo hu le ji yi
你只要记得记得我爱你
Ni zhi yao ji de, ji de wo ai ni

还你爱你别到最后才觉可惜
Huan ni, ai ni, bie dao zui hou cai jue ke xi
付出不是天经地义
Fu chu bu shi tian jing di yi
所以疼你直到你白发在飘逸
Suo yi, teng ni, zhi dao ni bai fa zai piao yi
今天我要珍惜明天还要继续
Jin tian wo yao zhen xi, ming tian hai yao ji xu

Repeat **

就算全都忘记记得我多爱你
Jiu suan quan dou wang ji, ji de wo duo ai ni

2009牛年新年歌曲－春风吹到你的家 (988fm)

2008-12-22T17:26:00.003+08:00

This mv very very funny,how many times i watch also laugh...hahaha..inside got 家好月圆 geh...GENG..

Few day things

2008-12-01T01:38:00.009+08:00

23/11/2008 (Sunday, Night)

My cousin married, go wedding dinner at Rawang. After wedding dinner i accident, oh my god, luckily i'm nothing, my kelisa bumper gone..haha, because bang people car. Now my kelisa bumper become black colour, special also. The bumper only RM88.00, is cheap..hehe

28/11/2008 (Friday, Night)

Is Jonathan Tan 21st birthday, birthday party at JT's Highland..

Happy 21st Birthday to Jonathan Tan (photo copy from lapcheongz.com)

Harry, May, Alby at Jonathan birthday party (This photo very blur)

May and Alby

30/11/2008 (Midnight)
TALK: How to talk?
DID: What i'm did wrong?
Make me dont know how to talk and dont know how to do.
Hope can talk to someone nicely, hope can tell someone my heart story.I want to talk,tell and ask, maybe people dont like to listen,know it and answer. So, its ok, i cant control anything, is depend on you all. You want to listen, i can talk, you want to know it, i can tell and you wan to answer, i can ask. If you dont like, i will silent.

Unhappy

2008-10-19T21:48:00.003+08:00

i very stress,very fan..i think May is already changed..maybe is my new job problem,so i become no same like before already,because i everyday worry about my sales,no sales mean no income,so i must be hardworking to find more sales..about this problem,i become easy angry,i know i can't like that,so i will try myself to become good..

i got a question want to ask is(saw it at forum),
you can accept your boyfriend/girlfriend treat you so rude a not?
is me,i can't accept..(i think got 10 people,10 people also can't accept about this)
boyfriend/girlfriend is the person very close to you,so how can you treat he/she so rude?
already did,don't say sorry,no use anymore..why want to say sorry,why don't think properly only do?so all the thing must think properly before you did,regret also no use,because you already did it..

SORRY x 100

2008-08-25T03:10:00.002+08:00

Sorry everybody for long time no update my blog,coz i'm busy in my work,no time online. I change job already,now i work as property agent,if no sales then no money,so need to find many many sales.. I will update a.s.a.p

SORRY!!!

Here In My Home

2008-06-05T02:04:00.003+08:00

Here In My Home - Malaysian Artistes For Unity

Hold on brother hold on
The road is long, we're on stony ground
But I'm strong, and you ain't heavy
Oh there's a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don't bind, oh no
What do they know? They speak falsely

Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(Fall in~ Fall in~)
Fall in with me
(hmm ... fall in~)
Fall in fall in fall in with me

Push back sister won't you push back?
Love won't wait, just keep pushing on
Yes I'm strong, you ain't heavy
Oh don't you worry about that ...
What we have shadows can't deny
Don't you know it's now or never?

Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one?

(dududududududu....)

(Bahasa Malaysia)
Bertubi asakan berkurun lamanya
Hati ke depan mencari yang sayang
[Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion]

(Bahasa Mandarin)
手牵手大家一起走，我们代表国人开口未来就没有丢走
shou qian shou da jia yi qi zou, wo men dai biao guo ren kai kou wei lai jiu mei you diu zou
[Hand in hand we'll march like blood brothers
I speak for my people, hope we'll find peace forever]

(Bahasa Tamil)
இந்த பயணம் பயணம்.. என் வெற்றி தாகம்,
அந்த கனா காலம்.. நம் வெற்றி ராகம்,
நண்பா.. நண்பா..
inthe payanam payanamm yen vettri thaagam
anthee kaana kaalam naam vetri raagam...nanba nanba
[May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed]

(Bahasa English)
Yes I feel it in my bones, so I will let it be known
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home

Sing!

Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(yeah~ Yeah~)

Here in my home
(Here in my home)
I'll tell you what it's all about
(I'll tell you ...)
There's just one hope here in my heart
(one hope! one hope yo!)
One love undivided
(aa~ one~)
That's what it's all about
(That's what it's all about~)
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?

Here in my home
(Here in my home~)
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope here in my heart
(one love one love one love ^^)
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(clap clap clap woo~ i love you man)

Here in My Home - Malaysian Artistes for Unity

Tagged

2008-06-05T00:03:00.003+08:00

LOL kena tag,good also la,1 month no blog jor..

Thanks to Alvin ko give me a chance to update my blog.. =.=

First Name - HO

Nickname - May

Birthday - 19th June. Coming soon~

Birthplace - Seremban~

Time of Birth - hmm..not sure

Single or taken - Single

Zodiac sign - Gemini

--This or That--

Flower or Chocolate - Chocolate

Pepsi or Coke - hmm..ok lo

Rap or Rock - R&B can?

Relationship or One Night Stand - Relationship

School or Work - Work

Love or Money - Both..No money can love?Got love no money can?

Movies or Music - Music

Country or City - hmm..whatever

Sunny days or Rainy days - Rainy day,because no need wash car...haha..LOL

Friends or Family - both

Have you ever

Lied - Yes

Smoked - Yes

Broke someone's heart - Yes

Had your heart broken - Yes

Wish you were a prince/princess - Yes

Liked someone who was taken -NONONO!!!

Shaved your head - NO

Been in love - Hope so

Used chopsticks - sure la,chinese wat..LOL

Sang in the mirror to yourself - Maybe..hehe

Favorites

Flower - Rose ( Colour: Blue )

Candy - Ricola Mint

Song - Is uncertain

Scent - Ralph Lauren

Color - Black

Musical Instrument - No

Movie - hmm..don't know leh,long time no watch movie jor..

Actor/Actress - don't know leh..hehe

Word - ???

Junk food - Super Ring,Twisties

Website - ???

Location - Taiwan

Animal - Dog

Ever cried over someone - Yes

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - I wanna grow taller..LOL

Do you think you're attractive - don't know

If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - Its ok nevermind

Do you play any sports - Badminton,Basketball

List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (some) people-

1. boring,don't know what to do

2. play Monster Hunter,if have back seremban,play with my friend,do quest together.

3. sleep in office,when tired..hehe

4. enjoy yum cha with friends,because seldom yum cha with they all

5. when boring in office,play computer games 'spider'.

6. think too much

7. like to chat with friends

8. love to sing k

-THE END-

心声

2008-04-18T19:27:00.002+08:00

四月十八日，已有一段时间没更新我的部落格了，所以今天想用华语写一写，因为很久没写华语了，有些字都忘了怎么写..haha..（丢面）有时真的不知要写些什么啊，我的生活就是工作，回家，吃饭，睡觉，有时朋友叫我去喝茶我才出去（一星期一或两次吧）而且，我也不想太迟回家，因为明天还要工作。工作，在公司只有我一个书记和一个送货员，都没有什么特别事情可以写。

觉得这样的生活真得很闷，不知道要怎样。今天，原本要去Salak South的，因为那个老板有点事，所以改去下次。今天原本要去Salak South的原因是，那老板叫我帮他做一些公司的账，因为每人帮他做，而且接近报税的时间也到了，他以五年没报税了…lol..（夸张吗？）唯有这样赚一点外快咯。出来工作就是要想怎样才可以赚多一点钱咯；读书就要想怎样做好老师或教授所吩咐的东西，所以各有各的头痛。读书在人生中占了一小部分而已，工作在我们人生中占了一大部分。

所以，路没有全部都是直的，因为在每个弯点或转角，都要我们自己去面对和解决。可能在某个转角遇到的东西是好的，也有可能遇到的是不好的。所以遇到问题不知要怎样解决，真的会让一个人很烦，深呼吸应该可以让一个人的烦闷减轻（如果是我，我会折磨我自己耶，喝酒或一些之类的..lol..）

我曾经想放弃自己的生命，吞了七粒药，因为一些感情的问题让我很不能接受，因此这事情在我的心留了一条很大的裂痕，有时还会隐隐作痛。有时我在想，到底我做了什么事情，上天要给我这报应。（真的很傻吗？）

唉，May提起精神来，深呼吸，接下来什么事都会ok的啦！

我要出去咯，朋友来电说“三缺一”啊…哈哈

火灾!!!

2008-03-27T18:36:00.005+08:00

24/3/2008 (Monday)
9.30am i reach office,i start do my work,coz got many thing want to do..our driver want to go segambut ,coz boss ask he go to courier machine,then i alone in office do my work...
11 something,beside our shop supply fruit that auntie knock our door,i thought my car block some one,i open the door,she tell me:火灾啊..scare me,i go out and see..OMG,the repair and paint motorcycle shop has the fire,i faster call my boss..The fire start from Repair & Paint motorcycle shop,they already call the bomba,dun know why the bomba,Balai Bomba at kajang near only,very slow..when the bomba reach,the Mico Aluminium shop also got fire already,very pity..i stand outside my shop see also can feel hot..luckily the shop Repair Bicycle never get burn,that time i really very scare the fire will come our shop..
http://www.chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp?dt=2008-03-25&sec=local&art=0325lk02.txt

3 shop get burn ( Repair & Paint Motorcycle and Mico Aluminium )

What do you think about me and your friends?

2008-03-27T17:44:00.002+08:00

List out the top 5 presents you wish for

1.) Trip to island ( where also can,i only want to relax )

2.) Laptop / PC

3.) Trip to Hong Kong

4.) Trip to Taiwan

5.) Money

The person who tagged me is Alwyn Chunn

Your 5 impression of him:

1.) A friendly guy

2.) A kind people

3.) Love to eat (everyday heard he said want eat supper..lol)

4.) A straight people

5.) Very 'CinCai'

Most memorable things he has give/done for you
At Look Out Point Tower ( he said: dun 冲动,i will block you ) haha..
(Alwyn you still remember? )

The most memorable words he said to you
ttly (this really very funny)

If he becomes your lover, you will
Cant imagine..hehe

If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be
*impossible ba*

Top 5 Favourite Site

2008-03-26T18:53:00.005+08:00

Tagged by Alwyn Chunn...
Here is my Top 5 Favourite Site..

No.1 http://www.blogger.com

Read my friends blog..

No.2 http://www.gougou.com

I can find all the song and movie i want in this site..
speed : not bad

No.3 http://babelfish.altavista.com

My English sux,so when i dun know what is the meaning,i will translate at there..

No.4 http://www.friendster.com

I will go there check got any update a not and see my friends photo..

No.5 http://www.4d222.com

This is the important site..haha.. (Wednesday,Saturday and Sunday) i will do my business at there..ngek ngek..

GONG XI FA CAI & Happy Valentine's Day

2008-02-14T16:33:00.003+08:00

uhh...i think i wan update my blog edi...u see my chat box"updateeeeeeeeeeeed"...lol

I back hometown at "nin 30" early morning,coz i haven prepare my CNY stuff,"nin 29" only go buy..lol..i reach home at 10am,then help my mum do something and help my dad paint the gate..At night,i go Jusco wit my mum and dad,coz my dad and mum haven buy CNY cloth,i also haven get a red colour cloth for CNY..
After it,my dad and mum back home 1st,coz i wan meet my fren,i go Seremban Madam Leong Pub meet my fren,we all drink and countdown at there...
In Chinese New Year,i everyday so late only go to sleep,coz go fren house gamble...lol...8 days(3 days gamble till morning 7am-8am lik tat,5 days minimum 3am only reach home) OMG..really "lan dou"..very very tired...CNY 1 year 1 times mah...nvm la...hehe
Wish u all :

GONG XI FA CAI

Today is Valentine,nothing special on today,juz go dinner wit Jon and go KLCC hav a walk...
Wish u all :

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

Ngau Kee Beef Noodles

2008-01-19T21:11:00.001+08:00

16/01/2008 (wednesday) Alwyn call Jon say wan go Low Yat,coz Jon wan buy Military Figure.Jon and me go Pandan Jaya McDonald fetch Alwyn,then we go low yat together.Reach Low Yat,we go find Cyrus sin,Cyrus also at Low Yat wit his dad.We go OldTown find him,coz wan giv he the Golden Shit Cell Phone Strapy...haha..

After it,9pm edi,we faster go tat shop at 1st floor,coz Jon wan buy Military Figure.The Military Figure Series 5 (ARMY) no stock.Then we go times square tat shop sell figure,toy,etc(i forgot the shop name edi..hehe)when we reach there,it close edi.

We walk back to Low Yat take car than go eat supper.We decide go Jalan Alor eat Ngau Kee Beef Noodles,coz Alwyn haven try b4..hehe..

Ngau Kee Beef Noodles

Soup ( Beef,Beef ball and white colour tat one dunno call wat..lol )

Beef Noodle ( wan tan mee )

Look delicious rite? hehe...go try try ba..
Business Hour i not sure la,we go at night,mayb open till very late gua

Goodbye to my SE W800i

2008-01-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

14/1/2008 4 something pm,i lose my phone in office,feel sad.Tat time i'm still working,got 3 indian(1 indian small boy,11 or 12 years old lik tat geh) come in our shop,is called us to donate money,everytime i alone at office,i sure close the door geh,the salesman juz come back,he never close the door.after tat,the indian small boy never ask then come in our office,tat time i was using office phone talking to our malacca branch salesman geh wife,discuss some bill question,the indian small boy keep call me to donate money,i never choi he,coz i busy-ing,the salesman talking to them,he giv them some money then ask they go out,my phone put on the table,coz b4 the indian come,my boss call me,so i put the phone on my table,i really dunno he take my phone..lol..

I finish work at 5pm,when back i find my phone,coz my phone no in my pocket,i suddenly got a feel,is phone lose,i use office phone call my phone,lol..in voice msg,so phone really let ppl take jor..when i know my phone lose edi,i suddenly no mood,tat phone is my mum buy 4 me geh,i ask her long long time,she only buy 4 me geh...heart pain

I very sad is all the phone number in my phone lose edi,all my picture,songs,etc in my memory card lose also..haiz...sad
2008 really is a sux year 4 me..i edi got many things wan to pay very fan jor,now phone lose..WTF.. service car,today juz renew my driving license,juz pay car loan,road tax and car insurance going to pay also...haiz..SUX 2008

My Perodua Kelisa BGP2414

2007-12-30T19:40:00.000+08:00

28/12/2007 I take leave,so i never go work,coz i wan drive my Kelisa go my uncle workshop there service (at Rawang),is my father ask me go there service geh,"ga gi lang" mayb not so expensive...haha..wat happen to my Kelisa leh? aiz...when i drive it,feel lik driving lorry,many noise,hard to explain,it many problem,so better take it go service..

Shit lo...Rawang wor,i dunno how to go leh,i never drive to there b4,i ask my cousin accompany me go there,1 cousin only 14 years old,another 1 cousin 18 years old,undang also haven pass,sure dunno how to go geh lo...cham..nvm,i ask my aunt lo,she teached me how to go la...luckily i never drive wrong way,Rawang is easy to go...lol

Reached there,my uncle start checking my car,he told me 1 day cannot "gao dim",wan put at here few day..orh?? how o?? "bo bian" lo...can how? put at there service lo..we 3 gal take ktm back Serdang lo..aiz..dunno when can take my car,31/12/2007 no car go out countdown loooo,wan stay at home loooo...better also save money,service the car dunno how much..(scare scare)...lol

BGP 2414 HOW ARE YOU AR???

BBQ Party and GENTING HIGHLAND

2007-12-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

20/12/07 JT Highland Hav a BBQ party(haha,"JT Highland").Abby and Alwyn ask me join..i reached at 12.30am(21/12/07) i suppose,coz go Pavilion,OUG pasar malam and yum cha wit fren..hehe..In Pavilion,my fren and i go buy J.CO Donuts,many ppl queue-ing..45minit we queue at there i suppose..we bought 2 dozen(2 dozen only RM35.00)..my fren 1 dozen,i 1 dozen..

(J.CO Donuts 1 Dozen 12pcs)

(In JT Highland)--> 1st time i play games wit MSH members,who lose must drink(Chivas),who's get the small number must drink,i terus drink 3 rounds,pity me,unluckily...("新来新猪肉" aiz...)after it,we play another game call *0-0-7-biang*,1st time i play tis game,feel nervously..Harry keep catch my mistake,so many times i wan to drink(really wan "thanks" to Harry,Harry u dun so "qua cheong",wat "May is a good social drinker"..lol)after it 4 something morning edi,Harry,Ming and me chatting at balcony...5 something morning i go take a nap,coz 9am wan work..lol

23/12/07 Go out wit some MSH members again,tis time we go Genting Highland(haha..JT Highland after Genting Highland,so next will be Cameron Highland???..lol)7.30pm-8.30pm we(Harry,Jon,Cyrus,Alwyn,Abby,Kid and me)eat dinner at a cafe located near cyrus house..wai kee eat her dinner at home,after dinner we go fetch wai kee..8 of us drive 3 cars to Genting..lol..[(Kelisa)Harry,Cyrus,Alwyn,Wai kee],[(Waja)Jon,May],[(Vios)Kid,Abby].1st,we stop at Gohtong Jaya eat Tong shui(at there we got a funny story,"Nangka wit thai sos" only 8 of us knew it..haha)after it we continue drive to Genting Highland..when we reach there,we walk around,take photo...

(in front Highland Hotel "Penalty Pose")

(Wat Happen??? semua sudah gila..haha)

After it,we go oldtown yum cha,i ordered a orange juice and soft boiled egg..(eat again..omg).Next,we go love park hav a walk,take photo and blow water at there..hehe..

(8 of us(Cyrus Alwyn,Jonathan,Kid.Abby,Wai Kee,Harry,May)...hehe)

(Jonathan,May,Harry)

After it,we go a shop buy ice-cream and enjoying our ice-cream at roadside..(lol..wat time edi,eat ice-cream,summore eat at Genting)

(eating ice-cream at roadside)

Finish our ice-cream,we go first world walk walk..

(Xmas deco at first world)

After it,we go mamak at genting(walao,eat and drink again)tis round i dun wan drink and eat again..lol..cyrus ordered maggi goreng,kid and abby ordered kuey teow goreng,wai kee ordered mee hun goreng(wah..i tak boleh tahan,wanginya..)but i never eat..hehe..after finish it,is time to say goodbye to genting jor..
reach home 4 something morning i suppose,9am wan work,only can sleep 4 hours...lol

Friend Open House at Seremban

2007-12-09T10:39:00.000+08:00

8/12/2007 My friend Lek's home hav a open house party,he invite we go his house eat eat,drink drink,play play...hehe..(show u all some video,let u all see see wat we doing at there..lol)

( 1st Part )

( 2nd Part )

- The End -

Tat is the ppl who "lan si" to they all...haha

STRESS!!!

2007-12-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

Long time never update my blog edi...
Rainning whole day,got 36 hours i think..
This month feel stress n very fan!!!coz office got many things wan to do,nobody help me,aiz..very headache,summore wan sick edi,pity...
Juz finish 1 company geh statement,then still got another 1 company geh statement wan to do,who can help me??? many invoice haven file-ling also,very FAN ar!!!
Many things wan to do,i very fan edi la,the salesman still wan "yi yi ngam ngam" beside me,keep giv me the shit comment,dun make me angry,i will !@#%* you..
Hope can faster settle all the things...

看了眼泪都流下..."-"

2007-09-30T03:14:00.000+08:00

小姑子家的孩子在上周由于幼儿园的极端不负责任，被困在校车中窒息死亡。那是一个刚刚5岁漂亮聪慧、乖巧听话的孩子，我忘不了他软软地趴在我身上，甜甜地叫我"舅妈"。孩子的母亲患有习惯性流产，婚后多年多方求医问药才诞下宝宝，现在对他们而言无异于天塌了.

可是，由于幼儿园上属的银座集团在当地较有影响，这件事居然没有媒体敢报道。我们在网上发了帖子，恳请各位帮忙，不要让孩子的生命白白失去。如有可能，希望大家把这个链接转到各处，扩大影响。

家人用颤抖的手为小梓钰做最后的清理，青紫的嘴唇证明孩子走的痛苦，握着的小手多么渴望握住生命

【惨案起因】

车上做游戏被老师训斥"到站不许下车"

8 月8日早晨7 点多钟

吴梓钰被家长送上幼儿园接送孩的班车。上车后，吴梓钰等几个小朋友见面，便在班车过道上做起游戏。因急刹车他们被甩趴到地板上。班车上老师发现后，大声地训斥他们让其回到座位上并警告说：到站后不许他们下车。

【事件过程】

听话孩子没敢下车幼儿园老师没清点人数

班车到了幼儿园后，车上两名负责接送孩子的老师先下了车组织孩子们站队。

平时非常听话的吴梓钰遵老师之命没敢下车，仍然坐在车后排的座位上。老师没检查车上有没有遗留孩子，下车站队后也没有清点人数。两位负责接送孩子的老师将下车的孩子送到幼儿园楼内。

司机把车开到院内的停车点后没有按规定清扫车内卫生并消毒，而是锁上车门径直离去。只剩下吴梓钰一人静静地坐在班车上。

【惨案发生】

孩子饱受车内高温死亡

当日傍晚5 点多钟

当班车司机打开车门时，才发现吴梓钰已倒在车的地板上，当把孩子送到千佛山医院时，孩子已经死亡。医生告诉家长，从孩子身上的尸斑判断，孩子当天 3点钟左右就已经死亡。8月8 日的济南气温高达33℃，班车密不透气。据专家介绍，在这样的高温下，封闭的车内最高温度可达 50℃-60℃ 。

【惨案发生后】

幼儿园有意隐瞒事实真相？

当时晚5 ：40分前后

幼儿园许园长在与前来接孩子的母亲通话中告诉她，孩子缺氧在千佛山医院抢救；后是在警方介入调查时，幼儿园有关人员告知警方孩子在班车上睡着了，老师没发现。

因事件前后矛盾不合逻辑，家人分别走访了和吴梓钰同一班车的同班多名小朋友。据几位小朋友口述，他们在车上和吴梓钰共同玩耍，遭到男老师训斥后，他们都回到坐位上，车到幼儿园后，由于男老师说打闹的孩子不准下车，所以他们便偷偷地跑下车站到小朋友当中，但听话的吴梓钰却真的没敢下车。

5 September 07 Luna Bar

2007-09-06T12:37:00.001+08:00

Blue Lagoon

Left:Gao Lao , Right:Giap (@ Luna Bar)

My Friend Cheok

@ Luna Bar (Drink:Blue Lagoon)

BYE!!!......

2007-09-05T04:43:00.000+08:00

(4/9/2007) no more KL life...start now,i'll stay at hometown edi...

really be reluctant to leave.......

"S+J" : thanks for accompany me tis 2 years,giv me a happy life n sweet memorize...

start now,u will feel very relax,coz nobody disturb u again...

today i on da way back hometown,i do cry...coz really be reluctant to leave u..feel hard

no matter how,take care urself..

i thinking to go singapore to start my life....

被你放弃不是最痛的"树"

2007-07-29T04:05:00.000+08:00

我真的对你不够好吗?我真的有这么差吗?
两年多了,跟我在一起,我真的给你很大压力吗?我真的给你很大负担吗?
你找到一个比我对你跟好的,你去吧..我没什么可以说的...
为了你,我甚至去自杀,我真的很笨,很笨..一切都不值得..
可能你会觉得我很好笑..
我还笨到让你骗了几个月..爱情这东西真的不值得信任..
对你好,迁就你,真的是一个错吗?真的很想知道.....
你做出这样的事,我真的没想到我还可以当做没事发生,包容你,跟你做朋友..
我真的烧坏脑了...我现在什么都不是了..
爱情,真的要玩一个丢一个才会开心吗?真希望你可以反省反省下...
真的不知该怎么说了..也不知该怎么写下去了..

爱情让我很担心

2007-07-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

爱情真的这么复杂吗？爱情真的这么难了解吗？
爱情真的会影响一个人吗？爱情真的值得信任吗？
为什么有的时候不珍惜，错过了才后悔...
我真的不知该怎么做，我真的不知该如何继续...
我想我没这资格当别人的女友吧......
每当你不开心或功课上的压力，为什么你不告诉我呢？
我可以帮你分担啊...你总觉得这些东西对我不重要..
一个男生真的不喜欢他女友知道他的生活点点滴滴吗？
一个男生真的不喜欢他女友知道他在学校做些什么吗？
这些东西对我们真的不重要吗？这些东西我们真的不需要知道吗？
谁可以告诉我？我真的很矛盾....
看到你这样我的心真的很痛...
不开心，开心，有压力等等，希望你想告诉的人是我...